I certainly have not updated this thing as much as I thought I would originally. You see, I’ve noticed a certain pattern in my writing times. Not only that, but when I decide to publish as well. I’m not gonna leave you hangin’- it’s ALWAYS when I’m down. Every. Time. And what I write about, it’s SAD. It’s emotional and raw and real, but just.. quite depressing actually. I’ll be completely honest with you, I hate going back and rereading my posts. They take me back to a place I’d like to never be again. A place I’ve managed to grow and plant myself far away from. Thank Jesus.
This time, I came to take this page in a new direction.
At some point in time in the last year and a half, I adopted the phrase, “K.” I can’t remember who I picked it up from, or when exactly I started doing it.. But it was probably about the time I started saying, “that’s SO wiiiild.” I’m cracking up just thinking about it. Anyway, I just kinda ran with the k. Depending on the circumstances, the “K’s” were either short and to the point or drawn out “Kayyyyyyy.” What’s funny is it really came to show me what weight I put on certain areas and things in my life. I paid attention to the emphasis I was putting where and for what reasons. I began to care about the RIGHT things. Stressed less about the shit that didn’t matter, or what I couldn’t control. I pushed through all of the pain, and I changed my mindset on how my life gets to be. I get to choose. Every. Day.
Life’s different. It is no longer what I’d call a ‘wild ride,’ as I state in my about section. Although it does have it’s moments. I am happy (truly!) and while much self discovery has taken place in the last year and a half, I’d like to formally announce that I have a pretty solid grip on who TF I am. And I like me. Me is cool. I’m a badass, wannabe hippie-gypsy, music loving, book reading, knowledge craving, overachieving, ambitious, hardworking, pet mom who’s in tune with nature, energy, and intuition. I see the beauty in (almost) everything and have chosen to laugh when life doesn’t make sense. I wake up every day and decide that I’m living my life for ME.
All of that being said, be on the lookout for upbeat adventure posts and updates because I certainly have a few stories for ya!